saya tak faham org..?org penah ke faham saye...?

hmm..supposingly hari ni bukan hari yg patutnye stress because it is Friday...sbtu-ahad cuti...I've planned something yg quite interesting dgn membahagi setiap 1 hari kepada cik2 hosmet...but then...ntah earthquake tatau dtg dr na sndre or sesiapa yg wat kan na rase jemu...bile kesalahan semua point pada kite...adakah sbb sy bermulut laser lalu sy jht..?adakah sbb sy direct dan terus trg lalu sy jht..?adakah sy ske mengomel tentang org len lalu sy jht...?jika semua atau salah 1 dari soalan itu jawapan nya YA, saya ada 1 lg soalan..ape ciri2 org yg baik...? sy dah try utk bg muke kat semua...in life..in work...sy menerima..tp kenapa bile ade je mende yg jd..it is directly pointed to me..?sy sedeh...sy tak nak bersikap sensitif, tp org suruh sy try....but then..ade ke fikir kalo sy mrh/berkasar itu bkn sbb sy mrh...tp there is something yg xbetol happend...ask for other to make no assumption tp die yang buat,wrongly....i hate to be bermuka2...so for any reason..sy akan try utk berlaku jujur...then...ade ke penah fhm..?point lg pd sy sbb xikhlas...?sy da xdek hati nak mrh...sy dah xdek mende nak mrh...if u think u r right and always right..pls follow ur own path...u never knows what has Allah plan for u...i have try to pls all, but i know that i have never be....hmmm...today is have good news...dah dpt wat master kat UTM...tp xsure bile masuk...xsbr nak smbung...hmmm but yet...xsmpai ati nak tinggalkan penang walaupun tak bnyk mende yg bes kat sini....hmmmm pls pray for me that i'll make a very good decision for my own n my family....amin...